Dear My Past,

Thank you for everything. 

Being nice to me, please me every time, being rude, always be by my side when I needed help. 

Thank you for taking me to the places I never been.

Thank you for teaching me how to think sharper. 

Thank you for showing me what love was along with what hurt was. 

Thank you for being my partner in reading book. 

Thank you for sharing food and drink with me. 

Thank you for being my fighting partner. 

Thank you for being my motorbike rider. 

Thank you for being my kinda Go-Jek. 

Thank you for being my adviser. 

Thank you for being my story teller. 

Thank you for being my partner in crime. 

Thank you for being my best listener. 

Thank you for being my trouble maker and problem solver. 

Thank you for the surprise you ever made. 

Thank you for your joke that sometimes offended me. 

Thank you for your lying (no matter what was the reason).

Thank you for being foolish just to make me look smart in front of you (I knew you are the smartest person I admire).

Thank you for sharing me the other part of the world that I didn't know before. 

Thank you for treating me chocolate. 

Thank you for sharing your ice cream. 

Thank you for taking my pictures (even though not as good as I expected). 

Thank you for debating with me about everything. 

Thank you for fighting just because of little matter. 

So many thanks that I can only remember of our journey of being friend (I believe still have more thanks that might be you can add).

Yeey, finally!!!

It is the time I can realize and pull out myself little bit away from you.

To be honest, it was hard at the beginning. 

But, it is even harder if I choose to stay this way. 

You may say I am not a fighter. 

I agree if you say so. 

But I knew that I will never win in this battle, so I think why should I spend (not waste) time to be in this arena?

After sitting here and thinking about everything, all I have left to say is "thank you". Thank you for not loving me. Thank you for breaking my heart time and time again. Thank you for letting me go. Thank you for not realizing my worth. Thank you for taking all of my love for granted. 

Once again, thank you for everything. You will always have a special place in my heart. 

Cheers,